Day 20

baby aisya says hi to opah!

mama's voice

salam singgah utk semua..

it has been a while since my last post in this blog.. bukan semua org ade bakat nak menulis ni.. tu la sbb fikir panjang dulu sblm nak tulis ape2 kat blog nih! sesetengah tulisan (dlm blog kengkawan) bile baca cerita2 kamu semua seolah2 ade 'suara' yg menjadikan cerita2 tu best.. ntahla.. ye kut??!!

ape2 pun, ade byk kisah yg nak dikongsi.. antaranya;

1. i dah pun bergelar 'mama' to my gorgous lil' princess - aisya mysara
2. pengalaman bersalin?? hmm indah, subhanallah.. ya, mmg sakit esp masa contraction, tp tempoh masa baby nak kuar cuma dlm 10 min - alhamdulilah (mungkin berkat doa mama ngan ayah kat mekah)
3. oh ye, 22/11/08 my beloved mama n ayah pergi menunaikan haji.. dan skrg kami di rumah membilang hari smpai mereka balik 1/1/2009 (10 days to go)
4. and yup, i harungi detik2 nak bersalin without my parents di sisi - sedih + risau sbb mama takde nak jaga masa pantang; happy + syukur jugak sbb hasrat mama n ayah nak buat haji dah tercapai..
5. skrg sehingga 20 hari lagi i mesti harungi tempoh 'berpantang' dgn betul.. huhu. dari fist day bersalin sampai 21/12/08 - i dibawah jagaan mak ridz.. tq soo much mak sbb sudi tinggalkan KLUANG STATION utk jaga menantu yg degil mcm ni.. skrg i dah kuat sket utk jaga diri sendiri and baby aisya atas bantuan ana (cousin) and ridz the 'papa'..
6. happy to let y'all know that ridz ada menemani sepanjang tempoh delivery tu berlaku.. yes, dia tekad utk tgk process tu dari mula sampai selesai.. alhamdulilah, die tak pengsan, tak muntah.. mm BRAVO, dear!! tq to u
   

utk kawan2 yg dah dtg visit saya n baby aisya, terima kasih bnyk2 sbb sudi luangkan masa, utk hadiah2 yg comel2 dan utk doa2 kalian!! tq, tq again..

she's here!

Alhamdulillah, she's finally here! Our little Aisya Mysara was born on 5th Dec 2008, at 8.56 a.m. @ 3.5kg. i've never been happier, and i have so much to tell, but we are currently very2 bz attending to aisya and belum ada masa to really compose the joyous experience. here's a glimpse of our lil angel!

nad's wedding

shes rynn's colleague and we attended her wedding last saturday.

brief hiatus

we've not updated the blog quite a while, since which many things have passed.

• we've had a false alarm, funny in the sense when we arrived, the attendent had asked whether "Puan ni sakit perut ke sakit nak beranak?" to which the reply was "tak tahu". Secondly, "Puan ada rasa contractions tak?" which was replied "tak tahulah contractions to macam mana." Anyway it was a good learning experience, i've learnt that i now need to be prepared at all times, and both of us pun dah attend an antenatal class, so we are technically in the know-how (sort of) .

• We've moved in the the new house! This would be the third week, definitely interesting surviving on our four feet!

• We've had elia & sis, zack & shida over and we would say it's interesting to be the host =]

• what else? i dunno we'll need to put that in the next post, toodlez!
  

Eid Mubarak!

Selamat Hari Raya folks, from both of us. Not many raya pics, was to lazy to carry the camera along, didn't even manage to take 10 pics. Anyway, we are in the final stages of moving, hehe finally!

sneak peek of da crib (2)

hehe, did a wee bit of movin today, and it's only part of the wedding gifts from you guys! i think we'll be ready to move in after eid, after the curtains are are done, you need at least that to move in! oh yeah i did a bit of baby shoppin again! hehe peace!

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin from both sayang and me!

buy buy buy

went baby-shopping alone today during lunch and i couldn't resist myself from buying these, bought 2 baby gaps, a nike for baby sayang!

preview of the nest!

we're gonna have two new additions to our life, the baby and the house. according to the initial plan we expected ourselves to move in by next week, but as things go it's probably after raya. here's a sneak peak of the nest!

raya bargains =]

Selamat berpuasa people! we did a little shopping searching for good deals and i've ended up with office attire, a baby car seat, and some baby bodysuit! Tapi sian sangat kat mommy rynn coz she didn't find anything for herself. We'll keep searching!

cutenya *hint*

murah rezeki, mmg aku dress-upkan budak ni nnt

23/8

hari ni kepala agak weng, boring2 buat collage

9 months, 2 weeks & 1 day ago

at the office, waiting for time to go home =p

buka puasa @ ikea

Last we buka puasa at ikea was 2 years ago with elia, and i can give two thumbs up, memang puas hati babe. But semalam, bukak puasa dengan ju(sis) & maidi(bf), shuk(bro) & fatin(gf), tak berapa best lor, menu die kureng sikit, so maybe takkan pergi lagi dah kot. Next place to buka with sayang maybe Mc'D punya buffet pulak, nak tengok i boleh masuk brape bijik quarter pounder.

tersangat sibuk

sekarang ni tengah melalui proses meyesuaikan diri dengan bidang dan tempat kerja baru yang jauh berlainan dari yang dulu. bila berada diluar zon selesa yang sudah biasa dilalui, mulalah rasa gabra, keliru, tidak selesa. tapi dulu pernah dengar miss j cakap, kalau tak silaplah, "sesuatu yang tidak biasa dilakukan, bila dibiasakan, akan menjadi kebiasaan". harapnya macam tulah, only time will tell.

rasanya bila we all mula blog ni, tujuan asal nak berkongsi tentang experience sebagai suami isteri ni cam mana dsbgnya, tapi entahlah dah melencong banyak kearah rumahlah, babylah, agaknya tula part and parcel of mendirikan rumahtangga ni.

sekarang dah masuk minggu ke-25 1/2 rynn mengandung, perkembangan terbaru sekali dari bentuk fizikal rynn yang berubah secara mendadak. Badannya membesar, perut semakin bulat, jari2 semakin comel sebab dah gemok2. Si baby pulak dok tersangatlah aktif menjalankan aktiviti bergerak sana sini dalam perut, dah boleh nampak sangat dia bergerak, visible babe mmg terujalah sebab pertama kali tengok perut bergerak2 dengan sendirinya, tak tahulah apa perasaan rynn, yang pasti i mmg lah cemburu sebab mmg sah sampai bila2 i takkan dapat merasai benda camtu. Nak tahu apa rynn rasa? kenelah tanya dia sendiri =p

oh ye, selamat berpuasa kawan2!

hujan crap

it was a shitty day, was about to go into the bank, when a bird shitted on my head. A drop of bird poo on my head, holy crap!

baby's ultrasound at week 19+

mommy's latest progress

sayang's gonna end her second trimester very2 soon, and i've noticed a few things!

• sayang's tummy development has really accelerated.
• sayang is going through an uncomfortable phase as she's quite lethargic, her legs are swelling and she's experience itchiness, so i'm always feeling guilty not knowing how to help her out.
• baby dearest can be visibly seen moving! Yes, it's true i'm currently going gaga with the ooohhs and the aaahhs when i look at sayang's tummy!

"In the pregnancy process I have come to realize how much of the burden is on the female partner. She's got a construction zone going on in her belly."

-Al Roker

08.08.2008

in the least words possible i would say that it's one of my best birthday ever, gifts in all shapes and sizes and i thank god for all the good things coming my way =] it's has been a good2 year

here's a gathering of sayang's and my family at holiday inn, glenmarie. will write more soon when time presents itself.

RIDZ IS COMING BACK

after 12 days of bootcamp'ing', ridz is now on his way back to shah alam.. huhu, rinndu banget sama luk sayang!!! can't wait to see ur face, ur smile, ur phisical appearence.. manelah tau kan, kot2 ade 'grooming' session ke kan masa kursus tu.. hehe..

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, selamatkanlah perjalanan pulang suamiku yg tercinta.. Amin"

going away

the last two days had been great, practically spent 2 whole day together, which we haven't done in ages due to our nature of business. so anyway, friday was spent sorting things out at the new house, while saturday was a real tight one, going to lynn's engagement (congrats gurl!), shopping in sunway, and packing stuff into the suitcase.

today i'm gonna be leaving home for 10 days, some kinda boot camp in faraway johor for the new job.

sayang is the first person i see when my eyes open and the last person that i look at before i sleep everyday, and that has been the thing for the last 8 months. i feel so heavy hearted to leave you, i feel life drain out of me when i even think about it. i feel this 10 days camp thing is just mental torture, *%$#@! hehe..

gonna miss you sayang!

here are some of sayang's latest tummy development taken at lynn's engagement yesterday. actually there's this ultrasound video of the baby, but i'm still trying to convert the file to make it smaller, that will to wait i guess.

Da Crib!

It's been an exciting year for us: (Alhamdullilah)

• newly married,
• baby coming in december,
• i'm reporting in to a new job come monday! =)
• moving in to our new house! (hopefully)

it's all in the sheets

Hehe, it's was raining this morning, sayang went to work at quarter past seven and i had 2 hours to spare so, watched a dvd definately, maybe hehe, i'm such a sucker for romantics. i felt jingly + fuzzy watching it. Anyway that's the sturdy 6 year old compaq that's still going strong, minus the hiccups n kapoot battery.

Huhuhu, i've got a thing now for bed cover, sheet, whatever you call them, bought this funky looking one and it just colors the room, rite?

Oh, yeah we've got the keys to our new house (hooray!) already, can't wait for everything fall into place, the contractors repairing the defects and stuff. Life's happening as i type, baby's coming, we're finally gonna move in to our own place, and we're just 8 months married, hehe.

sepi

we haven't been to the movies in a long time, yesterday right after work, we went to catch a movie, i had really wanted to watch either wanted or hancock. But both were fully seated and well we had to take the next best thing on the list Sepi.

we've both enjoyed Cinta by Khabir Bhatia, an actual malay movie that's really worth those 9 bucks. so, apa lagi just try our luckla, hoping that it won't disappoint us. Hehe, and we enjoy our nite lar, walaupun we thought Cinta was better, and that Sepi had the potential to shine lar with tweaks here and there.

i tak reti nak review sangat movie ni, just that it looks at how sepi or loneliness is felt by everyone in different ways and magnitude. we all feel it, that sense of loliness how little or infrequent it is, we all go thru it. i guess everyone has experience that feeling of being physically surrounded by all these people, yet you feel yourself translucent, alone, detached and melancholic.

exaggerating kotkan, tapi seriously worth that 9 ringgit, we enjoyed it. the movie ended with this quote:

"yesterday is today's memory and tomorrow is today's future"
- khalil gibran

2ND VISIT TO GYNAE

the exact appmnt date was on the 11th june.. tp sbb keje, postponed kpd 25th june.. hari ni someone fr DEMC called o inform that my gynae's clinic will be closed on 25th.. pulokk!!! nasib sempat tanye Dr available ke tak hari ni.. at last, dpt gak pi jumpe Dr pkul 2pm td..

Ya Habibi masih lg kat office, he'll finish class at 2pm.. so, i was planning to meet him up at DEMC. walaupun appmnt set within 2pm to 2.30pm, tak semestinya bleh jumpe Dr masa tu jugak.. Dr kan on call.. tetiba ade org nak bersalin ke.. mesti die kena attend dulu.. i was expecting dlm 2.30pm mcm tu baru smpai my turn.. tup2 blom sempat habibi smpai, dah kena panggil.. so dgn x best tp bercampur excited, masukla sy sorang diri jumpe Dr.. sembang2 sket, pastu buat ultrasound..

ni la saat paling tunggu2 nih.. but habibi was not there to share this beautiful moment. isk.. isk.. lmbat smpai sbb susah cari parking.. isk.. there was one big change utk ultrasound kali ni.. last visit, kitorang husband and wife duk complaint kat Dr sbb ultrasound machine tu nmpak mcm conventional (tak canggih sgtlaa).. agaknye tersinggung, kali ni dtg, perghhh, dah pakai flat screen.. in addition tu that, patient tak yah la nak duk sibuk share the same screen ngan Dr. we will have our own screen to view our little baby inside the womb!! haha!! double thumbs up!!

agak2 la kan, i'm the first mom-to-be to use this machine.. sbb masa Dr buat ultrasound, skali 3 org nurse masuk utk tgk.. hmm agak je la.. but that's not the point.. nak cerita pasal baby dlm perut..

dear baby,
hari ni mommy dpt tgk baby dgn jelas dkt screen.. u r developing very well dearie.. i can see ur head, ur hands, ur legs and ur heart beating!! Dr tu zoomed btul2 until mommy can see ur healthy bones grow. comelnye!! Dr ade cuba tunjuk kat mommy ur eyes, tp mommy tak dpt detect la sayang.. this is my first time, so mommy mcm blur sket.. x bleh nak imagine how it looks like.. tp at first, mommy ade tanye Dr, knape baby terbalik ni?? Dr kata baby mmg akan gerak2 dlm womb, so positions tu slalu berubah.. owh..

alhamdullilah, Dr kata baby sihat.. insyaallah in the a month's time, mommy would be able to feel your movement syg.. oh ye, mommy was expecting daddy to arrive anytime soon, tp smpai Dr habis scan, daddy tak sampai jugak.. well, i promise u that we'll come together next time to see ur progress dear baby..

mmm deep down mommy's heart, mommy felt guilty.. takut sgt sbb mommy slalu skip vitamins.. daddy yg sabar tiap2 mlm pujuk utk mkn all those vitamins.. sblm visit ni, mommy cuma mkn folic asid dgn neurogain, obimin (vitamin) ada, tp mommy tak bleh mkn sbb the pill is very very very big to swallow.. but according to Dr, that wasn't enough.. Dr kasik mommy calsium, ion plus folic asid lagi.. semua pills tu a bit smaller compared to obimin.. so mommy akan cuba mkn ok!! insyaallah..


Dear awk sayang,
(hmm bila la nak pandai panggil "abg" ni - bkn sy tak mau, ridz ckp die rasa mcm nama die sabaruddin kalau panggil "abg".. hisy.. )

dah 15 weeks pregnant, fr the very first day smpai hari ni, u r always there by my side.. to support, to understand, to cheer, to calm me down and to massage.. and to jaga waktu mkn vitamins.. hehe!! terima kasih bnyk2 sbb sabar and trus sabar.. terima kasih Ya Allah sbb kurniakan suami yg sabar, yg penyayang, yg menjaga hati dan yg sgt pandai tolerate..

nota kaki
*next gynae visit, kite gi sesama ek!! janji tau!!
*sayang awk slalu!!

update!

shopping for some rockin mom's-to-be attire

that's one good looking tummy

i'm so in love with you honey

Happy Teacher's Day

To all of us who are teaching,
here's a toast to you!
we may not get the megabucks,
but that doesn't drag us down,
we work for those "moments",
a nod here and there,
a bow once in a while,
all the thank yous,
and forget-me-nots,
i feel elated today,
for a simple "greatest teacher in the world" card.
Cheers!

sayang's cravings

it's not easy looking at sayang carrying all the weight in this baby-business. as sayang's belly is getting bigger and bigger, i feel more and more helpless because i think i'll never understand and feel what she goes through everyday. i wish i could do more.

Syukur Alhamdullilah, sayang has not experienced any morning sickness thus far. but instead sayang would feel nauseated more during the night just before we go to sleep. sayang needs a lot of space in the bed because she get uncomfortable, the doctor said that it's due to her body readjusting itself.

sayang sangat2 baik in this pregnancy, tidak mengindam apa2 yang diluar jangkauan minda. cuma sejak last weekend sayang has been talking about eating steamboat but i couldn't find any so we compensated with nando's hot peri-peri. anyway today sayang's cravings was answered as the whole family went to a steamboat restaurant in subang perdana, but when the dish was served, sayang tak rasa nak makan bacause her appetite putus because of the aftertaste in the soup. so everyone pun makan sepuas hati except for sayang, sian dia.

that's about it, i'll keep you posted once we get back from our ipoh rendezvous, and maybe we'll show you sayang's growing silhouette.

gynae visit

we've never seen anything so wonderful on the computer screen - our baby's heartbeats! Subhanallah..

hari ni we went to DEMC to do sayang's second check-up. The first check-up was with our regular doctor - Dr. Zaini. But being first timers, we decided that maybe we should play safe with a gynaecologist, and we met Dr. Mazita who was really pleasant and we think we want her to be on our team when sayang delivers, InsyaAllah..

sayang did an ultrasound and we saw our little baby swimming in sayang's womb. the baby was moving round and round, and the doctor showed us the baby's heartbeat. we know some of you like our friend diza would want to know whether it's a boy or girl. Well, at just 9 weeks, it's too early to tell you see, because the baby is still yet to take on the form of a baby. but the doctor said that by our next visit we can see lil's baby looking more human like. well whether it's a girl or boy, we'll leave it to God to decide, and we pray to him that our baby will be born perfect and healthy..

anyway, on the ultrasound screen, kita nampak baby punya heartbeat degup-degup tau, you can't really see the heart tau, but nampaklah jelas gak it blinking and blinking on the screen! So proud our lil' baby working hard to grow up!

a while ago

life was carefree a while back, attending lectures and hanging out and churning assignments, that's all in retrospect. just a a glimpse back, and i see a shoe junkie and gadget addict who was all too willing to detached from any responsibilities.

i think i've said that i wanted to buy the most expensive shoes i can afford with the first paycheck, and that i'll remain a devoted tech-cult, that i'll be technocrat or gadget-sexual as husni described. i've kept to none.

i still fall for shoes when i come across ones that catch my fancy, i still need to hold them and smell the leather, but the urge to buy has left me. i used to be so into tech stuff, reading and experimenting with them, but the only thing i have now besides my aging compaq is a new vodafone hsdpa wireless modem. though i still sometimes dream of my dell that was stolen from me.

changed are my wants and needs. i look forward to her smile when i get back from work, conversations over the phones with her thrills me, waking up in the morning to an angelic smile leaves me warm inside. these days, i look forward coming back to a growing belly, i am happy.

those were good days indeeds, but these are definitely better.

mommy & daddy to be!

Sayang is gonna be a Mommy!

i'm too elated to describe how i feel, seronok sangat tak tahu nak kata apa, i can only smile, and smile, and when we're together, we giggle and giggle. Both of us are thankful, excited, surprised, nervous, just emotionally overwhelmed.




we found out two weeks ago, so this is sort of a delayed transmission, but news is already spreading, so do doakan kesejahteraan baby kitorang ni kay? The baby is about 7 weeks old now and she/he probably gonna make his/her big showcase come this december, hehe!

i'm so so so happy that i think my beautiful bubbly wife deserves these. ini bukanlah sogokan but a token of love and appreciation (cheewah!) baby i want more babies tau!

knok.. knokk!! is there a doctor in the house??

You really want to know the whole story is it, sayang?? yess, u were talking last night!! even though your eyes were closed.. hee takutnyee!! ini yg awk cakap..

Ridz: oowwhh, uhumm, yes.. yess.. ok.. are you sure? she is pregnant? really really pregnant? hehehe..(continue smiling :D.. pastu dah start merapu wkrzpkh wkpszzz!@%$??)

In addition to that, you were also giggling (mcm happy sgt sbb doctor dlm mimpi tu beritahu good news). well, I'm not very sure whether the conversation was with a doctor or someone else.. but you sounded like you were talking to a doctor la sayang.. that's what i can tell..

Anyway sayang, i do realize that you can't wait to be a father.. lately suka sgt tgk babiess.. well, we'll pray together and hopefully Allah will grant us with His beautiful and wonderful gifts soon.. insyaallah

wet dreams

Wife sayang said while i was sleeping last night i held a loud monologue which woke her up. She said i had a one-man conversation with what apparently sounded like a doctor, discussing about her pregnancy! Muahaha, i didn't get the full story from sayang yet because both of us were rushing to work this morning, so if you're reading this dear can you reconstruct my weird dream last night because i have no idea what i said in my dream!

For the uninformed, i have a tendency to talk in my sleep, and on rare occasion i practice a bit of sleep walking ")

forever and a day

Renjis2 Dipilis..Ditepungilah Tawar..

we (mama, ayah, anif, ridz and me) attended my bestesst cousin's reception today. it was held somewhere in kuala selangor.. the kampung scenery was great that turned the reception into a very wonderful event.. our family was warmly welcomed by the thundering rythm of the kompang group, bunga manggar and i least expected to see, fireworks !! haha!! weird yet interesting aight?? susah nak dpt suasana mcm ni kat bandar..

chickens were running everywhere, chickens' poops were also everywhere, with the karaoke event, huhlamakk, bintang2 kat kampung semua nak tunjuk tererr!! surprisingly makcik2 and pakcik2 ni yg tak nak henti2 nyanyi.. huhu.. well, this would be the only time where all the family members will gather, buat lawak, gelak2 sampai tak sedar diri.. oh ye, and tunjuk bakat terpendam.. kuikui!!

in this reception, i was given a chance to do the upacara "menepung tawar".. dapat merenjis pengantin!! amik bunga rampai.. tabur.. amik beras kunyit.. tabur.. amik air mawar.. renjis.. syoknye, tp sbb syok sgt, smpai basah jugak bj melayu pengantin lelaki aku siram.. heheh!! i'm sorry mr bridegroom..

selamat berbahagia my dearest cousin Anna & Sahrul..

good news

fellow teslian Aqilah is getting married in April, next week that is! from our days in the Uni, Aqilah has always been this elusive yet funny lass, and now she suddenly sends such wonderful news, very like her =)

Congrats Babe **claps** from rynn and me

getting a house

Been busy lately, dah kahwin katakan. well, we've decided to move on to the next obvious stage of marriage - Our Own House. So from section 8 we'll be shifting our headquarters :P to Bandar Nusa Rhu which is located in Puncak Perdana (section U10).

Hohoho, for those who are planning to get a house, i think you'll need the help of experienced parents, relatives, colleagues or friends because it can be a daunting process. Dear wife & i don't know the first thing about buying a house, thank god rynn's dad is well experienced. So we didn't have to numb our minds figuring out lingos like MOT, MRTA, MLTA, BLRs, ZECs, NZECs, valuer, inilar itular, banyak lar ceritanya. Anyway, someone's housing loan got rejected, so we have luckily (Alhamdulillah) managed to get a house that is already completed with a CF, and we can probably move in once the bank approves and releases our loan which would be in 3-4 months(InsyaAllah), blablabla.

Here's a map of our house, i'll try to get a picture of the design, the developer is kinda still in the 19th century, no website lar. hehe will write again soon! The red arrow points to our house, got this image from google map.

JUMPER the movie!!@@??!

it has been quite some time x tgk wayang... one year jugakla.. so yesterday would be the day that we chose to watch a movie.. tgk cerite JUMPER.. hmm the movie was quite boring actually.. terlampau tak logic.. yes, i do agree that 70% Hollywood movies ni bnyk yg rekaan semata2 mcm cerita narnia, lord of the rings, harry potter, star wars.. tp cerita2 yg tu semuanya menunjukkan yg org yg buat cerita tu berjaya create satu 'dunia' yg lain (yg mmg x wujud kat bumi) yg kadang2 bleh terima.. effort yg bersungguh2!! tak mcm JUMPER nih!! hish karut sgt..

those who have watched this movie might understand why i said so.. cerita buat kat alam nyata.. sekali pejam bleh smpai mana2 yg die suke!! perghh.. ade ke patut.. sbgai org islam, kite tau satu2 yg m'punyai sifat itu ialah Allah SWT. nasib baik dlm script cerita ni si PALADIN (pembunuh JUMPER) tu ade mention pasal kuasa yg hanya mampu dimiliki tuhan ni.. hmm cube kite compare dgn cerita DUYUNG.. kalau tanye org2 melayu kite ni, for sure takkan tgk DUYUNG, maklumla cerita org melayu.. kunun omputih sgt asyik nak tgk hollywood movies.. padahal kena tipu jugak.. bezanye sound effects je.. cerita?? lebih kurang sama ngarutnyee!! kan??

food for thoughts

it's almost 9, need to get to work soon but i'm thinking about food at the moment, though i just had a quick bite at the mamak just now. why food then? it's because i didn't get to eat breakfast with dear wife today, she needed to go to work at 7.15, so breakfast without my wife is not breakfast at all.

food holds the key to your hubby's tummy and heart they say, true kot! Well, three months into the marriage, dear wife has been cooking up some very2 delicious vege-dishes for me. That's her forte at the moment. She did try cooking up some black pepper beef the other day, it was mouth watering lor (signals to dear wife).

as we are still staying in with our parents, it's rather difficult for rynn to experiment in the kitchen yet. The kitchen is her mom's domain and you don't just take over someone's territory over nite.

To work!

brokedown day for my "saga" taxi

benda ni happened on saturday; 1st march.. i worked for PM shift on that particular day.. dari start keje smpai mlm nak balik pkul 11pm, hati rase senang sgt, gelak2, makan2 ngan officemates dgn sukahatinye.. smpai nak blk, me n my friends sume turun lift utk ke basement car park.. dgn gumbiranye, i searched for the car key in my hndbag, found it and trus bukak pintu utk start enjin.. suddenly the hazard light ntah mcm mane bleh switch on, it was blinking and i couldn't start the car.. panikk seihh!! nasib sempat kejar kwn kat basement tu..

name pun perempuan, bukan bnyk sgt tau pasal kete ni, mcm2 suiz tekan dgn harapan enjin bleh hidup.. dah tak tau nak tekan ape kat dlm kete tu, kitorang dpt idea nak bukak tmpat enjin tu.. (mcm tau lah kan^-^) turned up kitorang tgk je, nak usik mane2 karang ter'shott' plak.. mati kutu, i called my sayang.. dlm 15 mins die sampai.. dlm tempoh 15 mins tu, dgn kurang bijaknye, i and my friend bleh ade idea nak tolak kete tu pi dekat dgn kereta lain.. sbb dah mlm, my car was parked jauh sket dari org lain.. so dgn gagahnye, kami tolak kereta, ermm takdelah berat sgt.. walaupun situation nmpk critical, kitorang masih gelak2.. dlm hati terfikir, apelah yg aku buat salah smpai tuhan hukum kete rosak ni.. isk

ridz dtg umpama SUPERMAN, check bateri and die punye suiz enjin, goyang2 sket pastu dah bleh start enjin mcm biase.. warkakakakaka!!

moral of the story:

1. org tua2 slalu kata, jgn gelak2 terlampau; selalunye mesti ade benda sedih nak jadi lepas tu..
   
2. perempuan mmg byk yg pandai drive tp belum tentu bleh repair kete walaupun utk benda se'simple' dlm cerita ni..
   

**special thanx to NADIAH, sbb tolong mlm tu!! yeay!!

sometimes....

sometimes things don't go so right, and i am not talking about big quarrels or arguments, it's the little ones you have every now and then. The ones that crop up when you least expect it, over issues like how you drive, the way you sort your clothes, everything and anything can be an issue if it is dealt wrongly.

i think it always starts with me, i say the wrong things at the wrong times, and the words i choose and the intonation i carry seemed to have a tad of sarcasm. Words are not merely words, they carry more than that and i hurt my Sayang a lot because what i say are sometimes hurtful. i don't mean them, i mean all those remarks that i made i dunno why i ever said them, maybe i just talk to much sometimes. maybe i'm insensitive, maybe i'm inconsiderate, there are many excuses that i can i give, but they would never solve anything.

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness

i'm sorry :(

mmmm...

holla every1, this would be my 1st attempt in writing a blog.. rase mcm x confident enough nak tulis.. tp i do believe that sometimes maybe dgn menulis ni mungkin bleh buat fikiran bergerak sket kut.. asyik express msg guna mulut jekk, mungkin best kalau dpt tulis.. well, firstly, to my beloved husband; en ridz, which is currently not beside me, mintak izin sayang.. i want to launch my first post!! hehe kunun pandai la kan..

to be honest, the reason why i want to have this blog sbb lately slalu rase perkataan dlm otak mcm nak tumpah2.. nak bercerita pasal kerja, rutin seharian, ape jd on the road, and blablabla kat dearest ridz takut plak die pening.. hmm isteri aku ni suke sgt bercakap (ye ke awk sayang??).. so i choose to express all the feelings kat sini la kut nnt.. insyaalllah..

jam skrg pkul 8pm, another 1 hour left before my sayang balik dr class kat UM.. nak serve ape ni ekk utk dinner?? hmm ok nak pi mintak idea mama lah..

here we go

Today would be exactly 3 months and 4 days since our marriage vows were solemnized. Alhamdulillah, semuanya berjalan lancar babe (dengan izinNya), and now i can be officially called a suami orang, rynn's to be exact.

Looking back at that day, couldn't really say everything was so smooth sailing. This was mainly due me getting sick 3 days before hari nikah sehinggalah hari bersanding. But kalau fikir lama sikit nak gelak pun ada. Just imagine ye i went to 3 different doctors on 3 separate days, getting 3 different diagnostics, with the last doctor saying it looked like some viral fever. Cuak giler babe, nak kahwin but plenty of symptoms pointing to dengue, ape kes? Relatives pula said it's just a typical thing to go through, demam pengantin kata depa. But anyway, that's passed i managed through everything though i was sick the whole time. I guess cinta kuat punya pasal, i found some inner strength chee wahh to carry on. FYI: From the bloodcount test i took later, i was indeed having viral fever.

I think my old gang bangers - naza, diza, ajib and sabri (my great moral support team, cheers!) tahu bertapa cuaknya i sebelum di-ijab kabulkan. Imagine the idea of shifting to an unknown domain, mestilah takutkan? But i guess any man would feel that immense feeling of responsibility of taking care of another person walaupun kadang2 terasa diri sendiri pun tak terjaga. And babe believe me, any man will feel as though they'll be caved in by all those pressure sebelum nikah tu.

But semua tu tak penting, what matters most at this particular moment is this overwhelming feeling of contentment that i feel. Blogging in bed while looking at this ethereal look on her face while she's in her deep sleep is immensely gratifying.

I tell you more why you should be married ")



Here's a slideshow of our wedding day for now