Friday, February 6

mama's dillema

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when u have a kid, a cute daughter more so, you know that she's the most important part of your life, right up there on every list that you can conjure. that's when sacrifices need to be made.

mama rynn loves lil' aisya very2 much, and yesterday was her first day at work. a few days leading up to yesterday, mama rynn has been in quite a distress with the thought of aisya not there beside her. even though aisya's in very good hands, because there's her nenek to look after her, but still i understand how uneasy it must feel to part even for a while, a part of you that you carried inside of you for nine long months, and add that to the past two months where you showered all your attention to her come day, come night.

i don't think i'll ever catch up with rynn, i've never bathed aisya, i've changed her diapers twice, i did foot the hospital bill, buy her stuff, talk to and play with her and etc. i snore at night and wake both of them up continuously (i've tried breatheright - doesn't work for me), the list can continue and i'll just never measure up to rynn.

that's probably it, i'm the dad, however hard i try i'll never be like the mom. but, it just make sense right now for me to be a really good dad, to provide the best for the family and play my part.

get married, have kids, and you'll see what i mean.

p/s: sayang you're the greatest!

1 ♥ly comments:

The Mrs-Bride said...

ohh.. i feel you, rynn! eventho blom ada experience tp dpt rasa camne u rasa.. haih... rasa nak benti keje jer kan.. hmmm..