let's make time

reminder to self,
please make time,
to read and blog again,
to trim and weed,
to take a break and smile,
work can wait,
theres never any end to that...

sayings

Before I was a Mom -
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life
so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

BloG yG bERsaWAnG

lama sudah tak menulis di sini, baik diri sendiri mahupun si suami yg pandai dlm perihal tulis menulis nih..

ye btul, alasannya ialah sibuk, sibuk tahap gaban.. kesian sofea si adik gumukk, gambar dia sgt kurang di sini... nnt mama hupdate manyak2 bila ada masa ye.. bila adik n kakak dah besar, mesti syokk tengok sama2 kan?!!

sikit pasal papa;

• masa papa n anak2 lebih byk compared to mama - sbbnye kami keluar bekerja gunakan 1 kereta je, mula2 hantar mama ke opis, pastu adik ke rumah nenek lepas, aisya plak trus ikut papa smpai ofis sbb nursery kat dlm kawasan ofis (sgt bersyukur). bila petang plak, papa pick up aisya kat nursery, amik adik n seterusnye mama.. hmm dpt bayang mcmana hidup papa ditemani anak2 yg masing2 mulut cam popcorn!!
• papa da gumuk..
  
• papa masih hensem
• yg penting papa masih sayang mama lagi (ermmm ye ke ehh??)

sikit pasal mama

• mama dah x handle inbound call lagi
• mama dah buat keje baru yg sgt best - masih lagi di bank rrriimauu yg terchenta itu
  
• mama dah rajin sket ke dapur, skett arr
  
• mama sgt2 penat lately
• mama sgt suka makan skrg - mari kita salahkan ubat
  
• mama lagi gumuk dari papa OHEMGEEE
• mama pun masih sayang papa lagi.... (pasti!)

sikit pasal aisya

• makin cantik
• makin cerdik
• sifatnya sgtlah "kakak"
• setiap kali nak bercerita pasti dia mula dgn "mama nak tau tak...", "sebenarnya..." dan terbaru skali "apa yg paling penting..."
• sgt suka tgk awan dania - huh mcm org tua
• kalau adik nangis dia ckp "alala adik, cian anak aisya nie"
  

adik plak

• sgt gumuk, kalau pakai tshirt, perut mesti terkeluar!! hahaha
• sgtla "adik"
• suka sgt memunggah - bunga display kat rumah makin lama makin nak botak
• berjalan dah lama dah, sejak 11 bulan lagi so skrg mcm cuba nak terbang, bukan lari okeh, TERBANG!!
• ckp blom pandai - yg kami dapat dgr so far "nak num" "mamam" "kakak" "papa" nene" "jom" "nak ni"
• gigi yg jelas ada cuma 4 btg setakat ni..
• sgt pandai berlakon - nangis tipu supaya papa n mama gelabah - poraahhcitt!! mama dah tau la adikk!!!
  

sayangCINTAhatiMAMA..... SOFEAridzAISYA

my darlings

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a long hiatus

I've been caught up with so many things for the past few months that blogging was the last thing that came to mind.

The 30 week course is over and done with and I do hope I graduate without failing any papers.

In the 3 months that I've been back, time seemed to pass in a blink.

Raising 2 kids is tremendously tiring, but enjoyable at the same time.

I'm amazed at how 1 single mother (rynn), been able to cope during those endless months.

It's time for her to rest a bit, and lemme shoulder the burden.

This will do for now, I'll write again when I get some inspiration from my daily talk with Aisya on our daily ride home.

Much love, to you and only you.
xoxo