Ms. Personality

lil munchkin, like a rainbow, you awe me always.
i'm gonna be away (for a while) now,
look over mommy and lil sis(soon),
its gonna be a long 6 months away for me,
but i know you're gonna zoom through it,
i hope you wont forget my face by then, princess.

with love,
papa

aisya hospitalized

salam peeps,

Aisya is currently warded at KPJ Selangor Specialist Hospital (formerly Selangor Medical Center) in Sec. 20 S. Alam.

After a week of on and off fever, diarrhea and recent bout vomiting, we decided to try this hospital instead of our regular DEMC. Its really a challenge caring for a sick baby at home because you are almost clueless as what should be done because babies aren't able to tell you whats wrong with them, and you sometimes cant really figure if ur really attending to their needs.

So we met a new paediatrician, Dr. Yasmin, found her pleasing and comforting enough to consult us, and she recommended aisya to be warded for observation. Took a blood test, and it pains you to see you darling child screaming her lungs off, rasa nak nangis tengok.

Blood test showed some kind of viral infection, this would be the second time she's warded for this thingy, hmmm zaman kite besar dulu jarangkan dengar viral fever ni?

So, setelah lenguh2 badan duduk kat ward, i pun turun ke dai mamak update blog guna HP ni, susah jugak tulah ayat sedikit meracau, anyway aisya's getting better and she's at ward 3A, room 344 if u happen to be around here, just drop by =).

Tats all folks, trala

it's almost time

i think it's gonna be anytime soon, you guys know what i'm talking about..

any day now, pray the best for us, will update soon!

heavy headed

my head feels heavy and so does my heart,

its confirmed, the letter is on its way, i've been called on to my compulsory six months course, i'm gonna leave on the first of March with a heavy heart.

just so if u are wondering where i'm going, its off to the National Institute of Public Administration, to attain a Diploma in Public Admin, a prerequisite to attain confirmation as an Administrative & Diplomatic Officer.

the thing is, wifey is gonna deliver soon, and i won't be around during the confinement period, and by the time i get back, dear baby will be 7 months old, and she's not gonna recognize me, huhuhu :***( . i know i'm being melodramatic here, but geesh its gonna be quite sometime away from my loved ones, because i wont have the pleasure of coming home on weekends.

i dunnolah, people like to say that when the going gets tough, the tough gets going, i feel weak i my stomach right now and i'm no tough guy.

pening.

we've been off the grid!

Salam and hello family and friends!

Dah lama betul saya tak update blog or login facebook, adakah saya busy? Yes, period.

To my unmarried friends, enjoy what little time you have to spare while you can, before you tie the knot because marriage dear friends, consumes you, in a good way of course. Married with kid(s), equals a juggling act of work and family, and once in a while you'll be like me falling off the grid, almost failing to find enough time to do unessential stuff like keeping track of friends, going to movies, even going for my cuppas with wifey. It's rewarding nonetheless, to come home to your 1 year old cute-as-a-cupcake daughter impersonating her pregnant mother's way of walking, a definite stress buster.

A quick update on how we're coping:-

• Wifey sayang's EDD (Expected Due Date for the clueless) is around 27th Feb, but we and the doctor are expecting it to be around 7 to 9 days from now, so Insyaallah by the 13th, there will be good news peeps.
• Aisya has been such an angel, a blessing, making life so much rosier. Presently, she hums in the morning while stretching in bed and when she's watching Play House Disney, she dances to the music, she no longer walks but runs, climbing up and down the stair is second nature, and banyak lagi. It's so amazing how fast babies grow up and sometimes you just lose track of what they can do. One last thing, i think she's gonna speak soon.
• I'm really excited for our second baby, rynn has been so strong, toughing herself each day to go to work even though on days when it is physically not durable for her to do so.
• I'm very nervous at the moment, because i might be called away for a 6 months course any time now. Its a prerequisite course for me to attain confirmation for my current job, so that's a long time to be away from home, especially since there's gonna be two babies now instead of one.
• I've been thinking everyday about this course, in traffic jams, before going to bed, i have no idea how my sayang is gonna go through it, i'm hoping for the best, and deep down inside i know my wife is a women made of titanium =).

cheerio, have a nice day!

teramat sibuk

pheww, it's been really hectic. there's never enough time, and i miss writing about dearie wife and aisya sayang. in fact, i have a meeting to catch up to in 10 minutes.

i'll rush through the things i wanna say,

• wife, i love u especially when u're pregnant, even though at times u think ur fat and unattractive, but dear, doubt not, your growing tummy is the loveliest sight to behold.

• dear daughter, happy 1st birthday ever, papa's been slacking a lot, too tired to play sometimes with you my lil angel. It's been trying times for me of late, financially, work and what not. I'll make it up to you, i promise.

• dear daughter, i dunno but i just notice that u are like me in many funny ways. U talk in your sleep like i do, fart as indiscriminately as i, and forever restless in your undertakings as i have all my life. i love u for the little smiles, and whacks u give me in the face, i know i deserve those.

got work to do, people to meet, memos to signs, and im not sure what i doing sometimes. but this i know, i wanna get home and kiss both my love tonight!

gynae n paed @ UMRA

8/12/2009

i did my 7 months check up @ UMRA sec 13, why not DEMC? my gynae pi buat haji.. hopefully dia ada masa i nak deliver nnt. i sgt2 suka gynae ni, sgt2 lembut, baik and bersifat ibu2.. sakit nak keluarkan baby dr perut pun bleh kurang kalau die handle rasanya (lembut n sopan sgt orangnye)..

as for aisya, sbb paed pun ade kat UMRA, so trus dapatkan 1st year punya jab kat situ. Alhamdulilah, supergirlku tak nangis.. gagah anak mama nih..

1 year / 12 months : 9.99kg ; 77cm

TOTAL BILL : rm289 (errkkk!! *&%$$@@@^#$%^*& sakit jiwa)


p/s: cerita pasal birthday aisya kami blom sempat post lg.. hmm computer hantar pi reformat, so takde akses.. papa plak sgt2 bz nak update.. insyaallah ada kesempatan, kami letak gmbar bnyk2, bukan gmbr mamapapa, tp si kenit aisya!! ooohhh sgt obses ngan budak nih!!

Tsk..tsk

I'm working on PM shif today [2.15pm - 11pm], on my way to the office, i received a call from nenek (mama) informing me that aisya is crying, she was looking for me sbb masa nak kuar rumah td i umpan dia dgn susu sebotol, masa dia asyik minum susu, i kissed her and senyap2 keluar rumah pi keje..

So masa nenek call tu, aisya tgh nangis smbil sebut "mama", "mama" [leh dgr thru phone okeh].. kesiannnyee, she was looking for me, dr satu bilik ke satu bilik, bila tak jumpa dia keluar pi bilik lain and cari.. tsk2

I did communicate with aisya thru phone, when i called her name [nenek buat loud speaker], dia gelak n cuba cari jugak kat mana la mama dia - kut2 nyorok kat mana2 dlm umah tu.. pity her :(

p/s: ni baru sorang anak, nnt yg kedua keluar.. 2 org cari mama, aduhaii, sebaknye tinggalkan anak2 kat umah ni..

she's like a fish to water

sakitnyaa!!

BACKPAIN.. tsk, berdiri lenguh, duduk sakit, baring pun sakit.. i need to rely on the patches yg doc kasi kat klinik, tampal kat blakang tiap2 mlm sblm tido.. urut?? sudi aje suami terchenta nak urutkan, tp kalau tiap2 mlm kena urut, takut tukang urut turut sakit.. hurmmm